I wish I could just wake up. Break out. I feel stuck in a cycle of madness. A cycle of thinking and being that produces not what I want but what I've been taught I deserve, which is so little.
I want so much more for myself than the person(s) I love can provide.
I want abundance. I want majesty. I want clarity. And I want security.
I'm tired of accepting so little and trying to satisfy myself with your deficiencies.
I want love. I want peace. I want prosperity.
I am a beautiful person, honest and good, and I deserve to people who honour and respect me in my life.
I feel so unappreciated, undervalued and unloved sometimes. I know its because I've let negative sentiments persist in my heart to create such experiences, but I want something else now.
I've been holding on to the idea of love and it's transformative power. But sometimes love isn't enough. Sometimes people don't learn, don't change, don't see. And sometimes they simply don't care to do whats right. What is loving.
I trust that the Universe will set things right in all of our lives. I know I will come to find all that I seek. I just don't know when.
Moon
